First I need to find a way to get more
time speaking. I'm not sure if I'll have time or resources to make
this happen before my return to Ithaca this March, but it's something
I need to keep in mind. I've been working behind the scenes jobs for
years so one-on-one conversation is what I'm used to. Any public
speaking competitions from High School are little more than a memory
for me so pretty much useless. It's time that I fix that before I try
to get much further. I enjoy being on stage, I just get nervous up
there because I care about what I'm doing. I want to fix this,
because I plan to continue to care about it.
To work on my fear of heights I just
went to Darien Lake and rode every roller coaster, one after the
other. It didn't fix the problem but I had fun, even if I did scream
a lot. At a slightly less than manly pitch. Having fun even in the
face of fear was a good step and help me address some other issues in
my life. Certainly not the proper approach to all problems but
sometimes you do just have to go for it. For speaking though it's
repetition I need. Since those opportunities don't typically drop
into my lap, it's time to track some down.
I could find a somewhere to read to a
group of children. Book stores and libraries both have story time
readings. As an audience children are not always the easiest to keep
the attention of, so I'd have to animated while still patient. That
might be easier than trying to hold attention at a bar, but kids will
let you know if you are reading wrong. I was once chastised for
reading a fairy story wrong. I still don't know what I did wrong.
Some local acting wouldn't be bad,
though for now it's a bit of a drive. Prepared lines and movements in
front of a live audience are a lot different from trying to entertain
using only yourself. Plus typically when someone comes to see a stage
performance, they have some idea that they will like what they are
going to be watching. Which sounds nice but not something I will have
the advantage of. Student films are also out there, but again not the
same.
Street performance is how many people
got their start. Eddie Izzard to name my favorite. I have no skill at
music, juggling or slight of hand, so my only thought was to try
story telling of sorts. I have a partial mockup of what I want to
try, I just have to try it. It is no frills for now as I have no
props or costume, but some people like the idea. Not exactly a winter
performance so I will have to work on it in private until spring. I
like to think of it as one-on-one improv.
One other thought is to try and start
my own stand up open mic. Not sure if there is room for a second, or
even where to do it, but more stage time would benefit everyone.
Something to look into at least. I have four more months living out
of town so it's not like I won't have the time to look into it.
The second thing I am doing is
rethinking what I am going to do. I've gotten advice from four people
that I have been considering. The two guys both said I should slow
things down. Which I guess could just be nerves getting the better of
me. So hopefully more speaking practice will help there. From the
ladies it's, “be kind” and “punch up not down”. Which has
been food for thought. I'm debating setting aside what I have so far
and just trying to start with this in mind. In the few attempts I
have made, I tried jokes, making up stories and just telling ones
I've been part of. I found where I am the most comfortable and how I
prepare the best. Now I just have to get more focused on what I
want to say.
I have some ideas, we'll see how they
go.
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